I think constantly about my lack of authenticity
And I think quietly about why I'm so unfortunate
And other times I wonder why I have so much
God created a blunder making me without His touch
So, I grew up to feel another way I could conceal
Question, question.
And when I'm given answers I give up
I still think life is crazy
I still feel old and hazy
I still feel old and hazy
Back to when I was young I think I understood the world much more
Than when I back when I grew up, I think I knew something was up
Little by little I grew up to feel with the fantasies
Little by little I grew up to fiddle with the fantasies
I need a babysitter
I need someone to come through
the monetary value
I could care less
I need a babysitter
I need someone to come through
the monetary value
I could care less
I give up on most things in my life
On most things in my life
I give up, but I won't give up on you
I give up on most things in my life
On most things in my life
I give up, but I won't give up on you
I tell you a secret, I love you
But it's no secret
Now I'm down, but pick me up, boy
Love is a lie
My heart turned into sighs
And now I'm stuck on the fence
Of the egg and the trench
He had me going, he didn't know it
And then I hurt him, a very long hit
A very long hit
if there is a god
Then why?
If there is a god
then how?
why now?
why now?
The sun burned my eyes
No bother for goodbyes
The moon mocks my tears
Why speak of all my fears?
No bother for goodbyes
Miss me then
miss me now
I don’t want to know why
god, don’t tell me why
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